If you haven't read the below post, do so before reading this; it'll make more sense that way. Or not. That's cool too.
So I must say, this is honestly the first true break I think I've
ever had, in the sense that I've felt I've needed it and used it. True,
every summer break I've had has had the "Thank goodness that school is
over; what a pain in the butt". That's pretty natural. But I've
realized that until now, I've never really been even vaguely stressed by
'ne of the circumstances. Big things have happened, and I've had to do
my work at times, but it was in no way overwhelming. And I guess,
honestly, this time, I don't think I've been stressed out either. It's
just that the workload is a lot greater than I'm used to, but even that
is relative. This is really the first time I've felt like I've taken a
break: when I left, I felt like I was getting away from the usual life,
and when I came back, I felt like I had truly left my usual life. It
wasn't long at all, true, but I never thought of the stresses of school
in an emotional sense. I may have mentioned APUSH offhand, and I did
crack my psych prep book on the planes, but it didn't even near feel
urgent. It wasn't long enough to develop a sense of complacency in the
break, and it was long enough to feel like a gettaway. And I was active
the entire time. Talk about a perfect break.
On a
completely different note, David came up with a new term when I was
talking to him, and I want everyone to put it into jargonistic use. We
were talking about something, and "safety blanket" came up. Everyone
knows that a SB is a term for a backup, just in case something goes
wrong. Well, I had been thinking, and when you combine that with the
prevalence of someone "suing your ass" in this country, there deserves
to be a new term that explains a special SB for legal action. And so we
have "buttflap", a term for a way to "cover your ass" against someone
suing it. Use it.
What struck me as unusual about myself was
how deep an interest I took into the spectacle of the famous in NY. I
had always considered myself a relatively stereotypical nerd, uncaring
for pop culture and the dynamics of "real life", I guess you could say.
But when I was in NY, I did enjoy looking at the apartment of Yoko Ono,
knowing where Bruce Willis lives, and where the script of ET was
written. I still wonder why the eff I care about it: trivia is just
that, and it's not even a distinct interest that I have. But on the
otherhand, I've been getting (relative to myself) better at 'membering
moobies, particularly those I haven't seen, and the actors/actresses who
starred in. It's a perfectly useful thing for smalltalk, but I still
don't see why I care.
My group rocked, if you didn't catch that by now.
Selasa, 18 April 2006
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